I keep hearing that it gets easier with time... Sometimes it feels that way!
I keep hearing that she's in a better place... We know that for a fact!
I keep trying to make sense of it, although I know now that she's in a much better place...
And She suffers no more, she will rise up to a higher place
Days tend to be the hardest, the time your brain is awake and running rampant!
Thinking what if's.
Your mind is alert!
Thinking why so soon.
I try to keep it together, I try to not shed my tears.
I try to not let it show on my face, although I'm still hurting inside....
Hiding behind my music, hiding to stop the flow of tears
Hearing someone offer their sympathies to you (thank you all)
Or even just to offer a hug, or an ear to listen to...
Sometimes what it does is only make it harder, because the memories start to flow!
And it only makes the tears want to follow!
But tomorrow is a new day, the pain it does get a little easier,
the void seems a little smaller than it was, today...
I started writing this shortly after my mom passed away, today it is done, completed~KLJ Smooches
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